I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 12:04 AM.
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Friday, May 23, 2008 at 12:04 AM
Today would be the last day of school for now glad that schools out, i never thought that life would be like this really... maybe i really some time to actually get over this nightmare i don't know... sometimes i wonder why... zi an if you keep rebonding your hair sooner or later you would spoil your precious hair, not that i want to bother but don't come crying if your hair is spoilt, i really feel that school is better than having to not go to school but you know that people have their own thinking, please go to my links below to check out the blogshop and thanks to those who did, i decided to do lots of things during the holidays bit most of them has got to do with sports and more homework. I need to work harder so I can be in a better class and also have better choices to choose from. I think that its best that i do more study and prove to my parents that i can do it...I think that life getting a little more better but still there are some people i don't think that i would be able to forgive them ,my apologies. Any way thanks to those who posted on my blog, its becoming more of a habit when writing in this blog. Thanks to zi an because he always ask me why i did not post any thing on my blog and so I decided to use more time to blog than to read my books and do stuff that are useless, having to have more time on the computer means more homework needs to be done also because every time i need to use my laptop i need to have my mums permission and to have my moms permission i have to do my home work so i can see piles of home work now... holidays can be fun and with homework if you know how to plan your time properly thats what my parents always say... zi an would also be teaching me Japanese this holidays and I want to say thanks to him and also congrats banana for having to have her first customer buying something in her blogshop. In a few days time my younger sister would return from China and i bet the house would be noisy again. I love the times when the house was very quiet and there was no screaming and crying. I don't want to have a noisy house thats why i was really happy when she left for China. I think I would be having tution later on again. not really very fun but what can i say the more you work hard the better you will be at things and i still eating... now i know why people eat so slow thats cause they are always thinking. Having such a thing as a blog is quite fun because all of this are my thoughts so next time you see me you are able to understand me better and also read my thoughts but i wont tell everything about me in this blog I want people to find it out themselves so I think I would stop here for now as my hands are aching... I still have not ask zi an if we could meet up somedays and bring our pets to the park to see them fight...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 12:04 AM.
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008 at 6:50 PM
My family is'nt as perfect as what some people think it was. it is not even real it feels more of an nightmare for those who manage to get me out of the pit by alittle i thank them for making my life easier i thank my brothers, my friens from... zi an, kx( i think), yiru, loner, banana, tori, rei en, angus... these are all my good friends so ya wanna thank them please note that these are not their real name sits there nick names so they will know who i am refering to. I would be busy during the june holidays my parents allow me to go air- rifle and wake boarding because iI benn asking them to allow me. You may wonder like whats wrong with this girl she seems fine... but thats not all i hid things that happen to me in my family or whatever i dont want people to know so in this blog i taking it like i am talking to myself some people might not understand what i am talking about but some outside in this world would know... well its not like I wanted them to know its just that they chance upon it and i dont say that they are lucky it really depends... though some of them promise and wear that they would keep it a secret... maybe some day you might chance upon also you may not know...some times it just happens... some of the things do not mean that they are not all about my family, some of them are things that not even my family know... in school I justkeep to myself... i draw a line between me and people just in case anything happens... i think in the holidays i would bring some of my friends to air-rifle like maybe basketball guy, he wanted to go(if i not wrong), and also banana and zi an... ( i think)... i decided to change my blog and only gave the address to some people (just in case) i wonder if zi an dog and my cat would fight when they meet... maybe we will try that when we meet...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 6:50 PM.
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Sunday, May 18, 2008 at 1:14 AM
most of the time i wonder why i was even in this world, never would have to go through the unforgettable childhood that i had. its horrible to even think about it, but i know that some people have even wors lives than me, things just happen and it feels that i have been killed billion of times. well my childhood i went through is mostly about pain.
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 1:14 AM.
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