It's been so long since I've blogged. But well. It's been a few days since Brother Ian's birthday had past and since he's still not back yet. I guess I'll just say it here and Twitter. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I posted it on Twitter on the day itself. I guess I haven't even had any mood to post anything over here anymore. Brings too many painful memories back to life. But I'm trying to continue living. I'm still alive and breathing and I guess thats something. I've been using all this time to study. And i finally decided on what to study. Maybe? I might actually choose to study Law next year, That's if if my results are good enough. But I've found a school that offers a Diploma in Architecture, architecture was my childhood thing. And it's been going strong all these years and all of a sudden I just had an urge to study Law. School has been suffocating. And I really don't know what else I can do. I've learned the basics of playing pool last month. And I must say. It's really destressing. I haven't had much sleep too I guess. Just a couple of hours each day. And dance lessons resumes this Sunday. Another thing that has the ability to keep my mind off you. I've started to even touch and play a bit of the piano. Even though I don't practice much drumming anymore. The reason I even started to play it was so I had something. But it doesn't matter now anymore...
There's a lot of thing that are stucked in my throat. Many things I wanted to say to you.
I'm so lost.
Have you forgotten me?
What are you doing now?
How have you been?
Have you been eating well?
Have you gotten over it?
I still cry like a little girl.
I can't help it.
Where are you?
I wished.
If only.
I miss you.
I love you.
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 8:13 AM.
