I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 7:29 AM.
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Friday, October 3, 2008 at 7:29 AM
I'm hurting again... When was it the last time when someone actually stop and notice that I'm hurting? When did the people who I cared for became the people who cared for me? That was a miracle... You finally tag... I was so happy... I ignored the rest... and replied you... I have to be understanding... even though... I'm doing the papers... I keep thinking about you... whether you are fine... are you happy... are you smiling... are you sad... Time heals all... So whatever happens... it's not your fault... If I'm hurt... it's not your fault... and Kim if I fell down the stairs and die its not your fault it's mine... Well I really want to end it... After all I was unwanted... It hurts to know... Whatever I do it's not your fault it's mine... Though I miss him badly I rather not tell him... I don't want him to be stressed... I want him to be happy... He has his freedom... its like *stab* *stab* *stab*... then pain... ow... ow... ow... then... I'll just drop... one day... and maybe... I would never be able to see... hear... and laugh with you again... I'm really tired... things all happened recently... I might as well just give up.... lose the race... I can't really do anything... but I really don't want to lose you... but I can't wait forever... I know my limit to sanity is almost up... So I treasure the few moments I have with you... On count down... Maybe 10... 5... or even 1...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 7:29 AM.
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