I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 7:12 AM.
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 7:12 AM
Is it just me or am I always affected by little tiny stuff like... I bother to count the hearts on his blog and stuff and compare to see how much does he really care for me or how close he is to me... Wait I think it's just me... Yeah... I can't believe this actually affects me... Sooner or later I'm going to get envious of everyone who has more hearts... Wait... I'm just being childish... I can't believe it... I still connected to him... Anyway I guess I can't wait for tomorrow... Seeing Aaron tomorrow... I can't wait to see his smiles and his comforting... Kim was like " You should go for it!"... Then I was like " Maybe... I don't know"... I said I'll wait maybe... I will but at the same time have some fun... DO I deserve it?... The first time I saw Aaron... He smiled his perfect smile... Maybe... Haha... And guess what?... He is exactly like you... The smile was so sweet... Tasted like honey... Really?... I think so too... But you know what?... He is the opposite of you... You are just so open... Thick-skin too... You are daring... You would try to do what you want... By all means... You are Hyper... Sweet... Funny... Just say almost perfect... Aaron... well the total opposite... Sweet... Nice... Shy... Not as open or daring... not as thick-skin... Quiet... But I hope I can change him... Maybe into you... Replacement for you... Just that... Both of you are there when I need you... Your and His smiles are just what I want to see that would be able to make me smile... When it comes to clothing... Both of you are okay... I mean I saw him in school uniform... You too... And then outside clothes... Yeah you both would had pass what I expected... When it comes to height... I'm sorry... Aaron is tall and you are not... His legs are long... Nice too... Size?... Maybe you would have been of the ideal size... Aaron is just smaller?... Yeah that's what I need a replacement of you... Just to keep me distracted... Kim was able to keep me distracted with her problems for the time being... But I still drifted of after awhile... And thought of you... I'm really need to Thank MY JIE'S... especially Jessie and Kim... You both just sometimes say the things I need to hear the most Thank you... For helping me cope with my emotions to actually lock them all up in the box even though it's worth making a fuss out of it... Thank You for helping me have a good- self control over myself... Jeanny Jie... Thanks... YOU are there for me in a different way... I want to Thank you... Karin... Thanks for opening me up by talking about my past with me so coolly and not having a big reaction about it... Brian Kor... Who Prank calls me and sometimes cheer me up and always joke with me on the phone... Ryan... Thanks for talking some sense in to me about life... And ... Roy, My Daddy... Thanks a lot... For being there for me! Really you were the best... I knew you longer... You were there for me since Last year... I been wanting to Thank you... But soon after you became special... To me... Thanks for being able to act so normal when I'm there... I hate those who avoids the person when they know... You were there... And like some kind of "angel" Know when I need you and stuff... Thanks for the smiles and your helping hands and for being my Gan Daddy... An Lastly... Aaron... Thanks for those encouraging smiles... Maybe there might be some hope in me... Maybe my Gemini Jie can break my determination and you stand a chance... And Those Problems... Jessie Jie... I'll support your decision... Jeanny Jie... Hope you meet him again... Gemini Jie... I'll try to make you happy again... Brian Kor... Good Luck with that Girl... Jordan Kor... Good Luck with that girl you want to be with... Sheri and Ryan to Stay Happy and Healthy... Roy to be happy with his stead Amanda... Aaron... Give each other time to know each other better and that you will be happy and healthy!... And for every one who reads my blog... Hope you will be happy and healthy!... I'll smile more... I promise
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 7:12 AM.
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