I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 12:59 AM.
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Friday, December 26, 2008 at 12:59 AM
I've been thinking a lot these days... Most of a time I don't know what I am thinking about but it came to my head today... Stop praying... I don't know... It's weird... I mean it came to my mind that if you want to change your life do it using what you have... Don't pray because if it really work then everyone would be happy... I don't know what kind of grudge I am holding on to... But even if it do comes true what do you want to do about it?... I mean there are loads of people out there praying to the All Mighty Omega... Answering prayers are not like sending out e-mails... Just by a click and yeah like your prayers would come through... I really don't know what's gotten in to me but yeah... Enough ranting for now... Was wondering if there was not only me but was there a him in the picture...( it could be anyone)... Then I thought again... Maybe there won't be because maybe I just don't want to be hurt... But mostly I don't want him to be hurt... Some ever saw me suffering before in the hands of my illness... I know Gemini Jie got really freaked out... Because she used to sit just behind me... And yeah some panicked... Caused quite a commotion... Then i was thinking... Made to be but not fated or maybe fated but not meant to be... What's the point... If you don't have both then too bad... Even if you are made to be what's the point if you are not fated... And even if you are fated what's the use if you are not meant to be?... Exactly like the old Romeo and Juliet... Hm... How much would someone risk to know me better?... Even so... It would be really hard to know what's going on inside my head... That's cause I don't know who to trust... I actually know what I'm thinking it's just that I'm being oblivious to it... I swore never to continue the story I had written this year... I swore never to draw again... But why do I want to do it... I don't know...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 12:59 AM.
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