I know this would sound a little weird and not like me but... Christie Qin Zhe Rei!!! I miss you so badly!!! I know I sender you off this morning and resume our talks using whispers that no one could really hear... Your rough personalty and how you would always look out for me... Yeah I miss you!!! Christie is so much different from others... She treats me equal... Yes she does depending on where you stand if you are fragile then she would show her soft side which is alittle weird... But to me she is like... A perfect "guy" she looks like a guy (no comments for those who said she's hot... She's just my best friend) and she sounds like one her chracter is like a guy and well the way she dresses and yeah... She has been learning the drums for SEVEN YEARS... My Juniors thought she was a guy so did some parents and teachers... Well a mate of mine had been crushing on her... She's a little bit "crook" but don't worry... She has been crushing on Christie for like since we were in China... Well we got closer me and Christie... My mate (she's not in badminton... Just a friend) she got jealous... Really jealous... An
Yeah... Cause you know Christie is often mistaken as a guy but I guess she likes it so she loves poking me, playing with me and putting her arms over my shoulders... She did massage me when I was tired and yeah we spend alot of time together... ( She is just my BEST FRIEND) so my mate got envious... When another student held Christie hand my mate could not take it anymore... She hated her buddy... So I took Christie aside... and I wanted it mate to be happy cause she loved her so I whispered in her ear... My mate was pissed seeing us being so close... x.x... Well yup I was like " Qin Zhe Rui... Ni Ke yi la .... De shou ma?" it means Christie can you hold ..... (not telling who). Hands?... She ask me why I told her she was jealous and wanted my mate to he happy... She was not too willing but in the end she did... I just watch from behind them...And sometimes Christie's eyes tells me " help..." I'm sorry... I really am... But thanks... Well actually I was begging her... My mate was shocked yeah? Sudden change shocked her... Well yup it was because of me... Then I had to help other buddies solve some disputes so I left Christie even though she wanted me to follow her... I should have just not left her side and treasure every moment... Everything went fine... I manage to slove them all... As for my mate? She was enjoying every moment but... She cried today... I never did... I was just hoping you would have a safe journey and please come back... Christie thanks for noticing me... The usual quietness has lessen because of you really... How I wish I could show you how much I can go on talking... I miss you... Best friends forever?... I hope so... I will post her pictures
With me and me and her neoprints with some other students... I hope you like the drum sticks... The sketch book with me, her and my mate's pictures and mug... Thanks for the Jade... I just recieve a message from my mate... She thank me... she said she felt empty... And just a while ago I was dreaming the day we went out to bugis and other times we spend... Christe ran after me when I ran out of the dinner without a reason... And that night we were suppose to secretly meet them in the hotel... Four of us... They all could not make it... Only I could... I sneaked in and out... I thought I was lost and that I was so dead because the security was so tight you needed the key to enter but I heard familiar chinise voices and laughs I walk towards it and saw cherry running about (12 years old) she saw me ran a hug me and said why was u there?... To see them of course more importantly to see it best friend that was leaving the next day... I saw her she was equally shocked we had a great time in the room talking and panic... We panic because the both of us were stuck in the toilet for ten minutes because we were afraid her teacher might spot check... and her room mate outside... We kept saying we were so dead but in the end we worked together and got ourself out... Yeah when I read my mate's message... I cried... I miss her... She must have reach hong kong already... Then on Monday to china... I shall post her picture and mine... It would be hard I contact her but yeah... I'm hurting inside out... How about you?... And if you're asking why I never cry in the airport... I was fighting back my tears to see you smile for the last time... Another regret... Another mistake embedded at the darkest place... And you did the least expected thing in front of everyone that made me feel bad... You bowed... In thanks... I regret not hugging you I really did please don't blame me I did that because I did not want you to think about me so much... So I walk away... I really regret... I ask you to come out to hug my mate but you were looking at me at a distance... I met your gaze and you smiled the playful smile... I look away... I'm sorry... I seriously regret it... I'm sorry... And you walk away as fast as you could when I kept my distance and turn around back to your friends only the glass that kept me away from running in but when I turned back... I swear you were crying... At first I thought I mistaken but it was true ... Even though you were the "cool dude"... I notice you were crying... I'm sorry...

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