I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 10:33 PM.
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Monday, February 2, 2009 at 10:33 PM
Hm... Another time I see... Two words came to my mind... "YOU LOSE" like those flashy signs when you won something... This must be some kind of sick joke right?... That's a delusion but I know it's for real... Either I'm the one at fault or nobody is... I was waiting for anger to flare... But not a single spark... I'm bait... The one being stepped on... Go ahead step on me all you want... I must be the world's most gullible fool... Yeah... And that's it it's over... Another game?... Well I'll tell you that this game... This game... Left me there hanging again... Heh... I know that yeah I'm stupid... Step on me... Kill me... Play with me like a doll and do what ever you want... I'm not going to get angry... Just like that huh?... I should have guess it all... I need some time... Alone... I don't know how long this is going to take really... The last time I cut myself from all connections lasted about a few weeks... But I really don't have time... This might be another mistake... I don't know... I want you to know... That... Nothing... Forget it... They never existed before... That's what I ask... No reply... Screw me damn it... You chose a bad timing... But yeah... I'm okay... I think... don't worry... You people out there don't get drag down by me you hear?... Or else no valentine's day present for you... If I disappear... Maybe people will forget me then and then their worries about me would slowly fade until it turn to nothing... Then when I know all of you don't worry... I'll try... To hurt lest often... Or maybe I won't anymore... Because it just naturally stop... But... It's you I want you to... Never mind...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 10:33 PM.
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