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I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 3:53 AM.
Monday, April 6, 2009 at 3:53 AM
I finished my classes... Surprisingly I keep listening to the same song over and over again... It's a song with actors from a show... Over and over again I ask myself a few questions... Again and again... Thinking the same thoughts over and over again... The question's are not about me, It's not only about you, but it's also about a few people... Again and again I asked myself if I was making a mistake... If i did something wrong... Should I had chosen another path... Will I do something against my feelings just to help a dying men... Am I able to turn to my feelings and go against it... Should I have done this then to do that... Why am I losing hope again and again... Will it rain soon?... I really have an urge to walk in it again... Why is it that your picture fills that empty photo frame when it's empty? Picture in my head... Why am I doodling on this paper... Will I know what my world was like without... Did I do wrong for not telling you about this earlier... I had my reasons... would I still want to tell you to stay in the end? why is it that these things happen?... I'm trying my best to heal some unhealed wounds... Life without meaning... maybe distancing myself from the people I love would help... That smile or craziness... laughing at my own foolishness and stupidity... would it actually matter if I smiled like i mean it... I'm already giving up... Too weak... I'm so sorry Tiffany... Maybe this would be my last for the time being if it actually happens... Just for the time being... Settling myself for the nightmare that might come true... And... I'll see the world in black and white again... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXcRSEkw3pI&feature=related
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 3:53 AM.
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