I'm afraid to go today... And it's really true... I came to school with my racket to actually drain my energy because I thought there was training today... (Tough not fully recovered... It's time to show up in training) So yeah... Guess what... THERE WAS NO MORE TRAINING TILL MID-PAPER'S ARE FINISHED!... I was a little happy... Because I don't need to worry about tomorrow... But I was more worried about tonight's event... That I couldn't kill myself during training, because I was planning on it... My apologies... Just that the funeral has been really bothering me... I seem happy... But I know it's not... I'm not like my sister... Looks soft on the outside but hard in the inside... I kinda really doubt that she has feeling's for her... She does not seem to bother about it at all... I've been avoiding home as much as I can... But still I always have to get back there... I walked Danna home yesterday because she knew I was avoiding home as much as I can... And she asked if I wanted to walk her home... And when I reached home I got screamed at... And my parent's left at 7.30p.m. I got home at 6.40p.m., I sprinted home... 9 Minutes... heh... My timing from her house to mine... I found it unbelievable... But yeah... I bath till like 7.20p.m., trying to stall for time... And then the whole night m=with my sister... Not that bad... Because instead of locking her out of the house (Gemini's Idea) or scold her and stuff (Danna's Idea)... I lock myself in my own room... And she comes banging my door and I kinda ignore... That's cause I was talking to Kea... Haha... Yeah... So... My plan's for today because I don't have training and still trying to avoid home is to go over Danna's or Gemini's house... yeah...

Snippet's of yesterday

Danna: "What's a clique?"
Rain: " Apparently... The clique we are in, don't seem to be small at all... There's like 17 people in it!"
Danna: "Phfft... AHAHAH"
Danna: "We ought to go out again someday! The whole group! RELIVE THOSE TIMES!"
Rain: "Sure all of us!... Let's get thrown out of the restaurant!"
Danna: "AHAHAH like last year! We almost got thrown out!"
Rain: "LET'S DO THAT AGAIN!"
Danna: " AHAHAH HELL YEAH!"


A quote from Danna and me.
"ARE YOU SURE THEY ARE YOUR BIOLOGICAL FAMILY?!"
"I don't know... You can actually pay lawyer's for making faking document's"

Welcome back... Raphael... Hope you have a safe journey coming here...

To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 8:10 PM.