"As I make my way
into your warm arms"
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 7:08 AM.
Monday, May 25, 2009 at 7:08 AM
All nightmares come to an end right? Mine does not seem to be that way... Yeah... It does not seem to be that way...I woke up yesterday... In another nightmare and even though the room was air conditioned... I was sweating... Really... I don't want to wake up every morning and start doubting people again. I don't want to!!! I don't want this?! What is this?! Am I going insane?! And yet I wake up every morning having to go through the same thing... This is just like watching a scary movie in an empty theater. I don't want this... I really don't... It feels cold... It really does, I'd rather just do things that will make me at ease. Run off some where. Throw my itouch and hand phone down the drain, run off to somewhere far away. Dump everyhing I have. Go and help the poor. Other stuffs I can do don't seem to have captured my intrest yet... Soon, soon. I'll try to over work myself in training. To fall to dreamless nights... "As I make my way into your warm arms"
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 7:08 AM.
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