And so, I was the last to see the teacher for that time. And so, the offer is still on. It looks to me, that the school is not going to give up in that offer. It's been like this. Having one tempting offer since year one till now, having another offer from the school board start of this year. And the offers was brought up today, again. As always, I told the school. Give me some time to think about it. Why does everyone seem to want me to take up the offer? Why? I don't want to be classified as "special case" student. I don't. I know, the school is doing this to help me. But try standing at my point of view. What am I suppose to do? Tell me. I don't want to to for camp. I don't. It hurts. Two of my class mates, know about what difficulties I have, and what I'm down with. And it hurts to actually over heard them talking about it. Like I'm of some unknown classified specimen. I did not even told them. The school trusted them. And told them. Do the school even bother asking me, if I would be comfortable with letting people to know what I am down with? And yet, those friends treat me like I'm not normal. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Just tell me I'm normal, please.
I'm sure things will work out. Like you said it will, I trust you. And I give you all the chances you will ever need. Since, I've waited all this while, why can't I just wait for a while more? I'll be waiting, and I'm sure you are able to prove me, everything you said you will prove to me. I love you.
Its not the time to put ridiculous and funny moments of conversation now. I'll put it up some other day.
No Boundaries sang by Kris Allen (I love the melody being played by the guitar)
Stay With Me by Danity Kane
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 3:20 AM.
