Enough of falling endlessly.
I would rather hit a solid ground.
Then fall endlessly...
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 3:47 AM.

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Thursday, June 18, 2009 at 3:47 AM
Ever thought how it would feel to have the world turned against you? Completely left moneyless due to extortion from my sister, I'm running out of words because everything seem crystal clear. I ran out of courage to face people. I think my momma is running out if patience. The holidays are a drag. No more thinking space. Because I'm not thinking straight. I'm running out of patience with myself. Either my tears are running out or they have dried up. I don't know. I'm running out of places to go. Because each places brings back memories. Painful ones. Orchard Road, Jurong, Suntec City, Marina Square, Bugis Junction. Some places I would do anything to avoid. I hopped on the train. Sat there. It went all the way north. Took the train that went back. Continued this for quite some time. I was sitting in the train aimlessly... I sat at the very back, or was it front? No one bothered me. Sat there and stoned there. Missed a couple of buses home. Late for a long time. Came home and stoned some more. I'm sorry. It's my fault. I should have just protested to the very end to have the blog not locked, to have you invited in it... I'm sorry. I really am. Sorry. I'm glad you are finally awake. It's good to hear. A relief to finally hear from you again. Je T'aime. Enough of falling endlessly. I would rather hit a solid ground. Then fall endlessly...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 3:47 AM.
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