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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 at 7:04 AM
Maybe to you both, it might not be the most important thing. Or maybe the thing you both would never care at all. I don't know. And I don't know what to say anymore. I've been deceiving myself for all these time, just to be happy. Time after time, the both of you kept on pushing my limits. Limits after maximum limits. Why? I should not care right? I mean, the words I say about not caring anymore still comes to me. Why? I gave up already. But why does this things bother me? They do. A lot. Time again and again, different things. Like cutting the same wound over and over again. I hate you both. I do. I really do. But why. Why do I still bother to care. I could have easily just went off like that. Why. Tell me. You both can't do anything at all can you? Deep ain't it? The both of you kept so much things from me. I don't like it. I don't. Why. Why must you both do these all over again and again. It's been like this. It shouldn't bother me, right? But it does. Should I, Start all over again, new name, new life, new beginning, new country, new home, new family. If so, it's gonna be hard. But I will get througt it again. I've always had.
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 7:04 AM.
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