I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 3:48 AM.
Thursday, August 7, 2008 at 3:48 AM
Its never to late to regret the things you had not done... The beach was one of the most beautiful places... I used to like going to the beach there was once I walk into the sea with my clothes my parents did not see... I walk like what seem forever and then later felt that I could not breath... I struggled the current weighing me down... And then when I thought it was the end and finally yes what I thought was heaven... I felt some one pulling me... I came back to shore... I turned and saw my oldest brother... He told me that he wont tell mom but I have to not do that again... He saw me walking deeper and deeper and when he called out my name and did not respond he jump in to the water... and when my head disappear he swam and manage to pull me up... I was very weak after the incident... I had to sit down while the others were playing... I stood up and started walking around aimlessly... I had so much things going through my head... so much things I wanted to say... If one day I go to the sentosa beach I want to scream my lungs out... Then I felt a hand on my shoulder... I turn around and saw my brother... he wanted to check on me in case I did something again... so he followed me... at least he cared.... really my life would be dead if he wont always by my side encouraging me... What would my life be without my friends and my god silblings and little dad... I bet I would really be dead by then...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 3:48 AM.
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