I keep thinking about my behaviour... I not really that playful or that happy, but why must I just act being playful so people would think I am happy... By now all should know that I have split personalty... Usually I change when it comes to who I am facing or my mood... I am very sorry for those who were worried for me when I suddenly became quiet... Today I went to see my doctor which I been seeing for years already... But instead I met another Doctor... I never speak to her nor give her Eye contact... Even though she spoke of ways to help me with my depression and stuff like stress... and stuff but still I spoke no word... She said she could help me if I wanted her help... nevermind... I feel pain in my chest again... My health is not as normal as any other normal teenager... I am now still suffering from a long-term illness of asthma... It was a relapse that came last year... Now it happens quite often too... so where ever I go I have to bring my inhaler... I am also the weakest in my class when it comes to health too... I have nothing more to say... There is one more thing I hope my Little daddy roy fever goes down... Hope he is well... Rest well Daddy...
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 7:07 AM.
