" That's cause you love him..."
"Thanks Gemini and Karin for both your wise words"
Hello Folks! Guess what? My sanity is up! I'm going crazy from now onwards... ... ...
Yesterday when I came back... I heard some bad news... I emo the whole night... Today celebrated Halloween... Thanks Gemini Jie for making the fake blood it was awesome... It was like real blood... Deck in my Victorian Grey blouse with Jeans... And I put a drop of blood at the end of my lip at the right side and let it drip... It was so real that my friend ask me what happened to my mouth... Everybody was staring at me... AND KARIN... I help her mummified herself... She dipped her whole hand in it and then wrap it with tissue paper... Karin wore a black tee That says "emo." and her coat... with fashionable boots... I did not turn up for today's training today... Went to see Mrs Koh... the school counsellor... Then like... Mood swing so fast... Talk all day bout my " family"... if it do exist... Then cry... Talk to Christina... She is right about everything she said... Thanks for the talk... Then came home emo again... I lost my appetite... Was begging Brian Kor to do something for me...
I doubt you now... I really do... But I'll side with you... And also be there for you like how you were there for me... I'm not going to blame you... Don't worry I'm somewhere out there squatting down licking my wounds... It will hurt a little... get swollen and sting... But I don't care... I can't help worrying for you and others... But I know I have to face mine sooner or later... Yeah maybe I just naive... I'll try to change... My ways of thinking... The locket hung on my neck... It's empty... Sooner or later it might stay empty too bot there might be someone's name or someone's picture in it... But I want you to know I have not given up in anything yet...
" Look back sometimes..."
" But look back without regrets..."
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 9:46 PM.
