I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 3:37 AM.
Thursday, October 2, 2008 at 3:37 AM
I'm in pain again.... Have you notice that I have always been sitting down rocking up and down in pain until I had met you? Maybe you never because you had forgot about my past? Never bother to read? It's like... I wanna to run in front of a car... But then when the car comes... I bent down and curl preparing to brace myself for the pain... and you will be there always staring at me... I turn to look at you for the last few moments I have and then... I wake up... I have been having this nightmare more often then I used to have... Maybe it's you I have not allow myself to let go of... That's why I never been in the news... You accidentally stole my heart... I don't need it... I am yours now... Just like a puppet... I'm of your disposal... So just throw me... I won't change my feelings for you... It's your choice if you throw... Don't worry... I'll be physically fine... But not mentally... If you really know me inside out then... You should know that I'm suffering... Don't worry as long as you are happy I'm fine with it... I'll just slowly die away so you won't remember me... I'll try my best to do whatever makes you happy... Whatever you request I'll try to fulfill it... I promise... You know I'll try to keep to my word... So why not make the best out of it... No matter what happens I'll always be standing at the back... looking over you... Supporting you like what you did when I needed someone the most... I know you will have many other supporters too and friends that will be there for you... But I just want to say... I'll be there whenever you need me... Right at the very end of the line.... Just try turning back and smile at me... That would had made my day... Or sms me when you are free... Ask me to call you... I'm always willing... I promise... That would have made me really happy... I don't ask much... I'm not going to do anything stupid if you reject me... I will just continue to wait... Like always... No matter what I'll be there... I promise you... I really want to hear what is troubling you... Your complains... and whines... your laughter... your voice.... No matter how long you are going to use me I won't complain... I just wished... that I was the kind of girl you like... I really do... and I'm sorry...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 3:37 AM.
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