I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 9:04 PM.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008 at 9:04 PM
Whatever happens it's your decision... As much as I always keep saying... I'm the puppet and you my master... Some words cannot be said out... If you want to give me away to that person... I'm okay with it... You tell me to be happy with him I'll try... Thank you for being there for me... That person is after my heart... I don't think he knows that what is living in me is not my heart but just the shell... You stole my heart... I'm happy but at the same time it's kinda painful... But I'm okay with it... Well what happens this week it's going to be between you, me and him... But mostly you and him because I'm just a puppet... It's okay if you do give me to him... At least that's what you want... I can live with that... And just pretend he is you... Just another Delusion... Like always deluding myself the past few years of my dreadful life till I met you... I'm okay living in another delusion with you there... Again you are there for me thank you... When those who knows about this, they ask me what am I going to do about it... I just say... "Well... It's up to him..."... An unwanted puppet... with her master who has a heart of gold... A stranger who wants the puppet... The puppet is wanted now... More as the puppet who does not want to be given away it's not her choice.. It's her master... I'm always happy being with you... I'm talking in circles... I'm sorry... As long as you are happy... I want to see that smile across your face flash whenever I'm with you... That playful smile of yours... I'm finally happy being with someone and also want to be by his side... Another miracle... Why you?... I don't know... As long as you are happy... I won't blame you if you give or keep me... I would try to find something positive about it... Whatever happens... It's your decision... Listen to your heart and do what it says... I don't want to stress him more ever see him in pain... No one can change your decision because you are you... Just be yourself and do it with confidence...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 9:04 PM.
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