"Although I think that life won't be a bed of roses..."
"But I'm sure there'll be just as many good times as well... Because..."
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 10:38 PM.
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Thursday, January 8, 2009 at 10:38 PM
I was bored to death today by lessons... I have to help out for tomorrows secondary ones CCA orentation and later shen yang training... Are they trying to kill me?! It's 7.30 a.m. Till 12... Then later training... Well today out of randomness I SMS someone during class... I'm telling you is really boring... Well... The more I want to get into a private international school... The china students will be coming down in like next Tuesday... Just now I think some of my fellow mates were testing my reaction... Well that's cause I usually show the same bored no expression face during classes... Well... Of course I would... It's classes and you can't do much... So they were debating over wether Jerry would come... I didn't bother though... Just look away and stare somewhere... I had no intrest in what they were talking... I really have nothing to do with him... Why is it always me and the rumours... Go gossip about others not always me as a main target... It's hard to force a smile... Yeah... It just wears you out... I wonder one day if I could go somewhere quiet... I would love to go at night to see the skies... Count the stars... I heard that Venice has nice night skies... Thousands of stars and it's quiet... Somewhere far away... A friend ask me... What are you going to do? I told him run... He ask where?... I replied aimlessly... Then he replied mhmm... Just like what I used to say when I'm deep in thought and don't know what to say... Far far away ( I know Danna would get mad... Hey... Rest well okay? I heard you were not feeling well)... See the skies and walk for miles... Just like what he and me did the last time... We were pratically walking aimlessly because both did not know where to go... A thought came in to my mind... Hey... Anyone wants to follow me?... To put down everything and escape from this place... I would not mind... Really... Well what do you expect me to do... I got quite mad today... Because the English teacher insulted something I put to importance twice... And my biology teacher was talking bad about some people... Yeah almost yelled at them but must surpress... Hey if not my record won't be clean if I do it... I want to keep a clean record... As usual... And my place at the Board would totally fly away... So yeah... Taking advantage over those who are weaker is bad... Some people may look strong on the out side but fragile on the inside... I have quite a few friends who are like this... Well just a simple move or word... The heart simply shatters... "Although I think that life won't be a bed of roses..." "But I'm sure there'll be just as many good times as well... Because..."
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 10:38 PM.
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