I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 2:17 AM.
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Monday, January 12, 2009 at 2:17 AM
I was called out by class today... It was Danna... Well... Yeah... I guess she needed to tell me something important but yeah... Knew something was a miss... Just could not put my finger on it... Well yeah what she told me actually made me skip a breath or was it beat?... I don't know why I reacted this way but yeah... Or was it the weather? My useless lungs are getting more and more weaker... It's true... But if you are going to ask me why don't I tell someone or take my medicine forget it... Even Salina can't here me properly... She says I'm talking very soft... Even though I was trying to talk louder... Yup something did went wrong... Thanks Danna for telling me... Really... It might be something unimportant to her but it was for me... Thanks for telling me... I hate being frail... And not being able to do anything right... I hate it... I really do... It's him alright... Caused you to be in this state... I am not having any peace either... The weather has been really cold... Really cold... What I wanted to say... It's been edited... The original copy is on my note book... I'm tearing it in shreads later... I wonder how can people swim in this kind of weather... It's so cold... It's 28•C but why am I so cold... I checked my ipod... It tells the temperature... ... New years resolution?... Forget it... It won't come true... Freezing... I forgot... I have A maths homework and E maths homework... I don't want to do it... I'm feeling so tired... Well I'll just copy them from the books answer or my friends answer... I've been drawing during A maths lesson... I don't know how to slove it now... Really... I was absent for the topic in secondary 2... I was on a long MC... It was before the exams they were teaching simultaneous equations during secondary 2... I had an asthma attack... It was the week before the exams... Then later when I was well I had a running fever and some problem... Appendix was what the doctor thought... Sent to hospitals and yeah... Nope it was not but thank god... If they did not find out later I would have a scar there... That would be the worst thing... All afterall it's not my first operation... The first was my eyes... Yeah... I stayed in bed for a month and more... Stayed being blind... But then my patience you could say was rewarded... When the doctor finally unwap my bandages... I finally could see... I finally could see... Yeah... It was kept from the house hold... Only between five people knew... Yeah... I couldn't walk so it was really troublesome... I get headaches if I did... I just knew... That my second cousin... The closest to me... He's those very good-looking kind,smart,outgoing and the list goes on... Yeah he wants to be a Vet... I was actually shock... Yeah but I knew he always loved animals just that his parents don't allow him to keep pets... He loves to play with my hamster... Once a week we get to see each other he was the one who help me the little ugly girl lose my weight and gain confidence in myself... And a little in my dressing... Yup... That's why I'm happy he help me be who I am... Yup... Made me prettier... You would be shock if I showed you how I used to look like but too bad... I'm not going to let you people see hehe... Yeah...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 2:17 AM.
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