I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 7:47 AM.
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Friday, January 23, 2009 at 7:47 AM
I'm blogging about like important stuff I think then tomorrow I will continue what I done today beacause pictures tells a thousand words don't they... Tomorrow... Renuion dinner like all traditional family who holds values in their house hold will treasure this day of the year... And eat traditinal food... Hm... The house hold would be eating something traditional as usual... Japanese food... Yeah... I'm still dreading to get myself back there... Well at least I saw both my brothers today... They are closer then before... Tell I'll say what happeded tomorrow when I done uploading the pictures... Today... I had a call... Well never did I knew one call would actually make me noticehow important he was to me... I was like... "HUH?!" then my aunt was looking at me... My parents had no time today for me... Uncle Jack justntouch ground yesterday from holland... And my parents are as always when he comes eating dinner with him so mynaunt was the one who brought me to the doctors... She gave me some kind of pain killers... Yeah... She told me I had to lie down on the bed more often... Danna... You have to he careful too... You do know that you also get sick easily... I just realized I can't lose again... The first time I fell so badly it took Gemini Jie and Danna to do coaxing, insults, scoldings and stuff... But this time I really don't want to lose out again... Falling... Falling endlessly without hitting the ground? I would rather hit the ground... Like they say... I'm here without you but I'm doubting wether you are there without me... ... The call really freaked me out... If only she knew it earlier then we would have did something... Don't worry? How can I not?... You have always been somewhere inside just that I notice a little too late... I'm sorry... I badlynwant to tell you but... Some things hold me down and I have instructions from Danna to follow... I hate myself
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 7:47 AM.
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