"I'm here without you... But I doubt you are there without me..."
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 10:58 PM.
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Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 10:58 PM
Laughter and giggles those not matter anymore... They don't... Not like how they use to... They don't matter anymore... I don't even feel the heat anymore... Just a layer of coldness... I'm so... Fraustrated at myself... Not only for what wrong I had done lately... But I beginning to become careless... More drifted... Maybe even different... I misplaced my stupid waterbottle... Yeah went back to find it the counter person said she don't know if the night shift people threw it away... Then this morning I was late for school... Why? Because I forgotten to eat my medicine in the morning and I was in school already so I had to go back to eat... I'd proably fail my Physics test... Because I forgotten what my teacher thought me yesterday... As for my medidcine for my back... I don't bother to even eat... Hard up for cash... I need to find a job with stable pay... One of my Jie's need the money... I'm gonna give her my pay if the both of us really do find a job... We need like more then $300... That's basic... But yeah... ... I can't believe that teacher... She's so... It's not like Russell wants to go... Such a small matter then he's out... ... I'm an idiot... Russell phone got confiscated because of me... ... Tuition... 3 hours even I can't sit through it... But don't escape it again... -sigh- ... Someone ought to kill me by now... I feel so... Guilty... Hate me... I don't mind... I really don't... Afterall I was the one who made you angry... "I'm here without you... But I doubt you are there without me..."
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 10:58 PM.
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