I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 2:17 AM.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 at 2:17 AM
Someone ought to shot me... Yeah... I'm really speechless... Yeah anyway... Today was the auditions yup yup... Then alot if people turned up loads were rejected... Yeah... Then later have training... Played with Mr. Poh the badminton in-charge teacher... Then doubles... Paired up with... Mr. Ng... There is nothing between us yeah?... Yeah... So... Yeah... I mean why can't a teacher and a student be close... Yup? Hehe... Okay... Now I just read something I was really speechless... Maybe shocked... Then I thought strike me... Then I was hoping that danna would not lose her temper... Just like what she did last time... Then I was er..... Then yeah.... I won't describe during the training cause if I did... Gemini's going to scold me... Yeah she will be like... "why you never stop your training?!" okay okay... As for the thing that really made me freaked out and a little sad?... Yeah nevermind... I give up... Yeah? I tried now I give up... *flags the white flag*... "HEY!! I'm tired I give up!!!" okay... Danna's anger might explode now... Yeah... No-brainner... I pushed myself to my limits today... Just to get me tired... Yeah... Fine... Fine... I'll hope yeah? I promise I will just not too much... I'm so tired from all the things I worry... Now yeah... I know what I'm going to do already... People might look at me with those kind of eyes... I don't care... It's time to make him and myself happy.... Yeah my mind is made up... It's up to him... Then yeah... After that it's up to him... Yeah I hurt him... I don't want to anymore... Please note... Both Him's are different people... But I have more or less made up my mind... The first time in my life... I'm making my own decision... I hope it's correct... I really do... I never want to hurt him anymore... Yeah it's... The second him... But Gemini said: "You should have faith in him... Why don't you think he can be the one?" Then... I thought... Maybe just give it a try... I already bended my swear to myself why not just bend it alittle more? Okay I will but I will stick to my swear after I give up... Really soon... I promise... Happiness would be there soon at your door step... I promise...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 2:17 AM.
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