I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 3:35 AM.
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009 at 3:35 AM
Sorry... But yeah... I don't care what people think or me already... I made up my mind... I explained to Gemini but I doubt she even listened because she was trying to irrtitate me... Well thanks for helping me with my maths today morning... I know a few others who understand... But for those... Sooner or later I'll explain it... Wether you want to understand or not I don't really care... I've been thinking... So much happiness caused by me... Today my class mate came in by the back door of class me and my friend skip recess to revise then she look at me and walk past and took her stuff and went out slamming the door... My friend was asking what's wrong with her then I just told her she's been like this since last year because of me... I don't know what I did wrong but I know it's either my fault or Jonathan's fault... I don't know what he did to her but yeah... You know I was wondering... Was I happier in the past or am I happier now... I used to walk aimless around... And nothing ever mattered to me... Always staring beyond space and bringing that bored look all around without when caring wether I knock into anyone... Some look at me and just scolded or said at " what's wrong with this kid?!"... At that it was night all day long... Walking around half empty streets it was always doing the usual things... Go home it's always either both my parents are not at home or only my mom which will just keep nagging when I get home... By that time only she would greet me... Idiot mother... Sent her away... Why was the point going through the operation... Would it make a differance if I could see now or just waited until I finally became blind... I bet by now I would be blind if I never had the operation...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 3:35 AM.
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