I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 2:19 AM.
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Monday, February 23, 2009 at 2:19 AM
Your words were so straight forward that I got a little confused... You said it 3 times today... At the third time I knew you were not kidding... It was like so straight... And I just stare back... It was like being trapped... I leaning against the wall and both your hands on each side of the wall and you staring daggers at me... Okay... The first time I changed the subject... You got back in an hour when I ask want you wanted... You said "you" as simple as that... The third time... You said that you did not care... You don't care about what people say... You don't care about my negative points... And more I can't recall... You are a great guy... I mean you have everything girls will fall for... You have the looks... The devotedness... A band... A car (Raiga has a car too I heard ^^ *randomness*)... Very rare do you see boys who love the girl not for her looks but who she is... Being very frank to me... Okay maybe too frank... You said the both of us were perfect... About our character... Knowing that sometimes being together is fine... And that both parties needed personal space and stuff... I mean sometimes the guy waits for the girl to have lunch it's fine but meeting every single day is... Asking too much... ... ... Actually... There is this guy I like so much... And you just said its okay... I can wait... Knowing your place would be third... You just said yeah I can wait... I'm so unworthy... And you have been too kind to me... No really I have been in a third party for quite a number of times... I don't want this... Debbie is so much better as for the answer... I'll tell you before you go to Poland... Right now... I have this guy whom I like alot... I have not told him yet... Hm... I'm an idiot... Yup... I was sent home from school today... I only went to pass Danna something and do the CA's and go home but I only manage to do one and well yeah... I did not take the geography test... My dad blamed me... My mom too... Saying that I ask my chinise teacher come on Sunday and now sick for sure fail... See waste time... And my dad was like I know you will fail your geography... Then I told him I was sick and really can't do the test... Then he said even though you not sick I know you will fail... I came too school because my mom did not believe I was not feeling well but I still went to school partially because I'm like two weeks late for his present and yeah... ... And yes because I wanted to maintain our relationship as good friends that's why I did not tell him... ... Going to be 3 months of living in guilt... And when Danna found out... She tried quite hard to help me... I'm useless... It's two and a half months late by not telling and one going two months of Danna's effort on me... I told her soon soon... Did you know inside every single... Has something written inside it... 1/4 is meant for you... 3/4 is for you to be able to do something you have been trying for a very long time... About 10 of it is different because it is different heh... I think is hidden when it was half filled and some others around the top?... Heh... I know that it would he insainty to pour or take out one by one so I guess you won't even find it or even open the... One by one because I took a very long time to do it... And write something in each and every... Alot of people ask the same thing... It's not like he is going to open one by one... And I just smiled... Hm... Why am I always late when something has to do with him... I can imagine now... Gemini smiling her awesome smille patting my head where I am squatting down and emo... Heh...
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 2:19 AM.
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