Frankly speaking life's not sailing smooth these day's... as I always quote "one by one" sure... It happened... Believe it or not... One by one all of us are going through difficulties... Not me... The lot of us... The 14 of us in a clique... And it came one by one... It's really... Hard... And I can't do anything... Best part is... Deja vu... It happened just before our mid-years/mid-terms papers... Just like... sometime back then... One by one all will fall... Special people like Raphael, Karin Danna, the two Sempai's, my precious Gemini, Tiffany my best friend, Those who have been busy trying to help the Sempai's like Mitsukake Sempai, Hatori, Raiga and Bobbi, Most importantly Danna... I really don't know what to say... I went to school early, sneak out of school to wait for Gemini on Thursday downstairs her block... I was worried for her... I came to school found the person I wanted to find for and when I saw her... it felt like I've been shot at... There Danna was sitting down, she look... lifeless... it seems she never slept well the day before... I bend down to talk to her, her voice merely a whisper... I can't do much about Raphael... That's little frustrating... Because well I can't do anything... Just hope he's fine... Tiffany, was understanding, talking to her always made me felt relief, she's always there for me and stuff, (she really knows how to make me tell her what's wrong haha!), and well we share common interest, STACY too!, and so well yeah... I really can't wait to have outing's soon... I'm gonna KIDNAP someone soon... Haha... It's for a special reason... That's if I'm able to actually outsmart some people... Or I'll just go along with her family... I don't really mind... WE REALLY NEED TO PLAN AN OUTING TO GET OUR MIND OFF THING'S... Soon... Note that I'm actually doing very well in controlling my emotions when it comes to you know... anger... Maybe it's because of someones influence (AHAH)
Gemini,
Don't be like this please?... Take it as a plea, I don't want to see you like this neither do we all want to see you like this. Please?
Karin Danna,
I hope to see you back to your normal self... I promise to get you more bars of chocolate's, your favourite chocolate...
Tiffany,
Thank you so much, Can't wait for your holiday's... Let's take pictures on our phone's together, You, Stacy and me... Just like our Display pictures... Promise, do try not to strain yourself and don't worry. Thanks for your congrats on your blog that is shared with Stacy. Thank you so much. <3.
Sempai's,
I don't know if you both are going to read this, but I really hope the both of you clear things up and return to both your usual self's. I really hope that you both can do it...
Lastly... Raphael,
I just realised yesterday... That I never once told you specifically those three word's, and it was always you saying it and calling me those... nice words... really nice... So then yeah... I did say that eventually yesterday... It just happened to pop in my mind... So well... as hard as I've been trying to tell you... I actually did yesterday... (Gemini understands why and stuff... About it being hard for me to tell you...) So Yeah... Don't drink to much... Love you Raphael...
Love,
Rainie
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 12:59 AM.
