"Je' taime Kea...
Love you"
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 6:56 AM.
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Friday, April 24, 2009 at 6:56 AM
Gemini made me realised something... That even the most kindest person, the most purified person, the most understanding person... Can also WANT someone or something... Yeah... She drilled the fact in my head... Yeah... It's true... Yeah... I found out that yes... I want something... Want... I shall imply on... I WANT... Raphael... Yeah... I know it's not the right timing because of what's happening recently... The funeral and stuff... That's when I start drawing lines again to make sure I don't pass the lines... So I won't get hurt again... But guess what... He's been there for me... Always... And I still drew a line... I kept the things I wanted to tell him lock inside me... Gemini... She realised what I was exactly feeling... She knows what exactly I want... She knows I've been drawing lines all over again because I was too afraid off getting hurt again... She knows why I've been listening to the same song all over and over again... She started to talk about it to me too... Treasure the people by your side now... Her simple words were able to make me change... I erased those lines... I faced the fact that I want him... I faced the fact that she's gone and never return... She and Danna made me realised that there's all of my friend's with me... Raphael, Tiffany, Big brother, Deborah, Yayoi Sempai, Hisagi Sempai, Mitsukake Sempai, Bobbi, Yi Ting, And many other's including Danna and Gemini... Yeah... I want her back... But it's impossible right? All I know is to treasure those around me... especially Kea... I've been writing letter's a lot lately haha! Nathan your's is on the verge of being done... The Sempai's have ALL been very nice... Everyone is... I'm going to SAS soon... To see Tiffany... Yeah... Just to let you know Kea... I know you don't really like surprises... Yeah... I'll be frank with you... "Je' taime Kea... Love you"
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 6:56 AM.
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