"Sometimes I really feel that I'm unwanted...
But with the people around me
I feel happy... Just something missing"
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 4:14 AM.
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009 at 4:14 AM
I've been bothered recently that I don't know that I've became so much readable... I've been so deep in my thoughts that I did not know that people are actually looking at me in class, until someone told me... I've been going to breaks alone... Alot of people are trying to cheer me up... The two Mel's are amusingly funny... They do have some way to keep me distracted... Jeanny... You are not really helping you know... At first I was worried that I did something wrong yesterday because I just felt like I did... And this morning when Danna and I took off for the cafe I realised no she's not angry at me... We talk about stuff... If you want to know why I kept "it" from you Danna feel free to ask... I had my reasons... I was going to tell you soon anyway... I guess some other's are still angry at me too... I'm sorry... You can't rant if you want?... Tiffany has been talking to me about stuff... We both share the love for Korean songs, food and many other's... I must Thank her for doing alot to cheer me up... I'm happy to have her to talk to... Her encouragement and stuff... Same goes to Danna too... And Gemini... And more... Victoria messaged me this "Hoi cheer up little gobler! What a bright day today!" and then later "It's written on your face gob gob! Wanna buy a bottle and cut half the price and make stars? A wish bottle filled with stars?" And then later she started planning out a list of things the both of us can do together... Hunt for seashells, enjoy the crashing waves, cycling, origami, paper cranes... Tiffany planned stuff for me to do also with her, Stacy, Cloe, she's going to sneak me in her dorm, bake, shop and more stuffs. Good Friday is reaching... I'm not a christian or anything but it's influence from Danna and well yeah... Happens to be tomb sweeping day too... Wilson is spending most of his holiday's with me... The when I'm with him... It's kinda weird... He's smiling alot more lately... And it's reliving that he's smiling alot because he used to lock inside his room and study... Well not usual that he would smile... More of the quiet side... But he's talking more... Well it's nice to see people smile it really does... "Sometimes I really feel that I'm unwanted... But with the people around me I feel happy... Just something missing"
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 4:14 AM.
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