Make it fast and quick. Don't let me think too much. I promise to have faith did I not... I shall have it one last time. I kept my promise to you. Not really. But yeah. I rather really take all the blame... My fault you see... So the blame is mine to take... So yup. It's been a really long time since I thought about stuff and actually focus... 'When a pocket full of poises... We all fall down" Not the pocket and when it is filled up but the part when it said we all fall down... Meaning me... The last yup?... Tiffany was so against it... She was like upset/angry with me saying it would be the last... So I promised her that it won't be the last... Half really meaning it... Half really doubting that I would do it... But I get it... Patience might be the answer for such things... But I'm gonna try to help her somehow... After school I have Tutoring in school, tutoring for maths... Which would be like about 6.30p.m. when I actually can rest... Tomorrow would be about the same... My Papa and Momma got my cousin to watch me... Do home work and stuff... It happens to be his holiday's you see... I really kinda feel very bad for taking up his holiday's... Yup... Okay... I don't even know if it's possible... Throwing myself head down without knowing...


"we can have a song on our own
end it fast and swift...
clean but unknown wounds
Resurface and stabs me to death aches"

To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 7:28 PM.