I reach out for you
But you are not there
So I stood waiting in the dark
With your picture in my head
Story of a broken heart
Stay with me
Don't let me go
Because I can't be without you
Just stay with me
And hold me close
Because I build my world around you
And I don't want to know what it's it like without you
So stay with me
Just stay with me
I'm trying and hoping for the day
And one touch is enough to take the pain away
Cause I search for so long
The answer was clear..."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxLt2fAT-6E
-Thoughts that bother me-
Time Heals all wounds... How sure can you be about that?... You are trying to do this right here... You are telling me what's right for me... You think I have not thought about this?... You don't wanna be with me?... "No"...
Maybe the answer is clear... Maybe I don't want to know the answer... I don't want to know what's it like without you... I avoided the obvious... The clear obvious... I tried to think it was pure coincidence... It was a mistake... Made use?... I agree... I made a mistake... Not telling you much about how I really felt... I wrote it down... And burned it... Kept the picture and burned the letter... Why?... I was afraid... Will you still think about it?
I really have no idea
And like deja vu... I was told to give it a shot... Dreams more like nightmare seeing you walk away... Sweet dreams that last for a few seconds and change the scenario in to a dark forested area... Walking alone in what seemed forever before hitting something or tripping over my own shoe laces... And that fall would make me feel human enough to feel the pain
Lying on the hospital in what seem impossible after being hit by a car and still alive, seeing unfamiliar faces before passing out and waking up, blur pictures past by imagine you walking in the streets... Calling out your name... Hearing you sing Spanish lullaby's... Watching you walk away... Friends telling me have faith... It never works out... Looking in the sky... Wondering what are you doing... Good bye my hopeless dreams... Why don't you just say it for real... Let me fall and hit the ground... To the ocean and count the birds... Walk the streets and see the lights... By myself... Don't fret... I'm used to it... Far away... I'd still would wish you happiness...
Time heals all wounds
For me... I don't know...
I get distracted easily...
So it's okay...
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 6:04 AM.