You were always there for me, you were the one who said that I should not give up without trying, the one who said that I should not give up on thing's until I met the correct person, Thanks to you I'm happy, Happy being with some one I love, You were a great listener and always so patient, you think about other's more then you think about yourself, we both love Korean music, share the same interest and stuff, the last time I had a best friend was during my first year, after I lost her I was afraid to have anymore best friend's because I was afraid of losing them again. So I distance myself from friend's, but before I knew it, we started being close and then later best friend... I want to tell you the same... Don't give up yet... I will be there to hear your says and listen, like what you did, and encourage you the same way.

Dedicated to my best friend. P.S. don't give up yet Tiffany. love you. <33


I was about to say "Hey are you sure it's year 2009?" I mean well if it was not for the date and year my calender shows, the memory of one of my most wonderfully spent birthday's with the clique last year, (too much names). If it was not for the new friend's I've made... and happy moment's this year... I would have mistaken it for last year, why? Let's make a recount... Last year just before our end-term's exams, a whole lot of things happened... All bad, my family's head was hospitalised, operated twice, she was in the hospital for a long time, I've been juggling with school, my friend's, and unhappy stuff... and then terrible thing's happened, not only to me, most importantly my friend and friend's. My grandmother was operated twice. The first time she went in was during the first six month's of the year, after I came back from camp, I remembered I got her a basket of fruits for her, the doctor said she was cured after the operation, But it was not, it became worse, there was side effects and stuff... In she went again during the period of my exam's which was around the corner... I waited until it ended, it was about a five-hour operation, it was her second one. I stood outside standing, waiting... Though I was here I was thinking about other stuff, thoughts of my friend's, grandmother, exam's... I waited throughout the whole thing... But between the last two hour's... I couldn't take it anymore, I ran out, all those metal door's and door's banging after me running through it, The best way for me was to run away... I wandered around... Then I was called by my mom shouting at me through the phone after it ended, I went back and there she was... Intensive Care Unit... With all those tubes on her... And this year... more or less another living nightmare... Another head in the family, not from the main family, more like the ''outside'' head, she fell during work (I really don't understand why they let her work) house keeper... In a hotel? not sure. (What's the use if you are in the main and nobody really notice's you) Well, she fell, currently in the Intensive Care Unit and has been in a comatose state for six day's, She's being operated today but only the adults and the two main cousin's are there... And then problem's that are the same as last year. New huge problems are here too and stuff... and it's just before my Mid-Term paper... Deja vu...

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