I feel helpless at such times
Can't your worries be shared with me?
And I sit there and wonder how are you
are you alright?
I'm a hopeless case...
I don't want to see you shoulder whatever burden that is holding you down alone
I know it's what you are...
But it hurt's to see you like this...
My exams started today... It was okay... I'm sleeping a lot more often... I'm chopping down some day's... I'm still avoiding going home as much as I can, My sister is becoming more and more... -sigh- I'm bothered by some stuff... I've been doing some work out's at night, to make sure I fall asleep, mostly push-ups and stuff... I'm studying a lot, My phone is spoilt but I can't change it... my poor walkman phone... It switches itself off and alway's lags when switching itself off... Making it really scary, the battery would then slowly die and if I don't realise it sooner or later, it's gonna feel really hot... And I have to take out the battery even though it's half on... And sometimes, it screws my whole phone, living in the past... The calander would be like year 2000 which is common, sometimes 2005... And the clock would be midnight... Date all wrong... And stuff... That is why I'm late sometimes... Mother's day is coming... It has been made a family tradition that we have to go back for such stuff... I'm not allowed to swim or play badminton for the time being... I'm having LifeNet every saturday with Danna and Ryan... Ryan's birthday is this week, so is Mitsukake Sempai, Tiffany and Yi ting. Meow Ping and Stacy's birthday is this month... And stuff...
-May-
5th May- Yi ting's birthday
6th May- Tiffany's birthday
7th of May- ... Not telling -shush- HAHA Go and GUESS
9th May- Ryan's birthday
10th May- Mitsukake Sempai's birthday
15th May- Loong Wai's birthday and Hatori and Raiga's Second Month
20th May- Meow Ping's birthday
21st May- Stacy's birthday
Sometimes, people really have to understand themselves, I don't know... My class is having a dispute... Everything is not going really smoothly, I'm waiting till my close one's all get back safely... Danna and I made a list, an outing for the 19 of us... Yeah... But I'm also planning my own stuff... For someone... He told me... Confidently... That whatever I'm going to do for him, he's alway's going to love it... I trust him. Haha, I need to thank Danna for designing some thing too... As the day goes past... Everyday has it's own after taste of bitter sweet, My thought's are all too confusing, I can't take it. But guess what? The sweet taste is coming from you and all my close one's and the bitter taste is coming from my troubles and occasionally my closed ones.
Rain drops fall from everywhere
But you are not there
So I stood waiting in the dark
With your picture in my head
Story of a broken heart
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 4:03 AM.
