I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 9:09 AM.
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 at 9:09 AM
I hate how my family plays around with me, I really do. Some other time? I spent two weeks on it. And they came to tell me, I got replaced. Because why? My papa received a call and never even ask me and just told them "no." I spent two weeks on it. With two of my tuition teachers helping me to check. Danna was one of them. They told me last minute, when I got everything prepared already. Forget it. Plus adding up to another problem. It should have been this way, right? I should have been blamed so much earlier. I should have. It's my fault. I should not have listen to them. I should not. I chose it. So it's my fault. And I want to take the blame. Because it's my fault. Time I settled down and think about the offers I can have. Maybe, it would lessen every ones pain. Like what my papa told me. Just a few days ago. Bits and parts of it. States... 16... Few years. Should I? But it's gonna hurt people. And a lot of others. My best friends, big brother. And most importantly him. I love him so very much. I really do. I remembered the last time I asked him. Suicidal was his answer. No. I'll just, stay with him, by his side. The only thing I ever wanted to do the most.
To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 9:09 AM.
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