Give up on me. I'm starting to really badly want to just let everything go by. Leave me here. I'll be okay. When it hurts so bad. I wondered why I did not lose today's match. And I still got it going. Because if I lost. Then there would be punishments. Then I would be punished. Would it be any more ideal then that? And yet being whacked by a racket, also another punishment. Swollen again. Where's it. It's time I fell and hit a solid ground. And not fall endlessly.
I Don't Want Just Anyone's Hug.♥ 5:43 AM.