Will came back from his trip yesterday. Then he messaged me after he came back. Asking me why was I not sleeping, told him I can't and he said something I never thought he knew... "Having nightmares again?" then I was "Yeah." Thinking how he knew. And then he told me to call him, I did. We talked for a very long time about going to 1 plus. I know I should have slept early. But he was telling me all that happened in his trip and it was so funny. He was telling me about all the pranks he played with his friends in the hotel and things like the food haha. And today I was playing a game. And then a friend came to talk to me. Before that Mikey, Stacy and Bobbi were talking about clothes with me. Haha, Bobbi is giving us some clothes if I'm not wrong. In our favorite colours... Mikey, Black. Stacy, Blue. And me, Black Grey. Haha, My friend said something... "But well, doesn't it bother you, that like you never get to hug him and him to hold you at all?"... Yeah... Kea is in Japan now... haha With Bobbi and Mitsukake Sempai... Haha... There are so many things, I want you to know. But I can't say it out, not without you here to nudge me on speaking my thoughts. With your loving embrace. Sitting somewhere that belongs to us. Maybe a special place. Just you and me.

Yeah it bothers me.
But what can I do?
I can't do anything.
He has he's freedom too...

To You I'd Be Always Faithful.♥ 5:56 AM.